

Happy Birthday BIG BOY!
I know you are too young right now to read and understand this, but I thought I'd write a little about you in my blog on your special day! Today your are six years old! You are my handsome, vibrant, smart, spiritual little toe headed boy. I can't believe that 6 years ago today i was going through what I thought was the worst thing ever! I didn't think you were EVER going to be born. After 2 days of INTENSE labor and hours of pushing, I wanted to give up and call it quits! Daddy was so worried for the both of us, I could tell because he was getting a little snippy towards the nurse! I had developed a fever during pushing and I was so dehydrated, I was hysterical! Daddy was sneaking water to me during contractions and helped me so much! I remember thinking that it all had to be worth it once you were born. Finally at 9:05pm you were here! I was so out of it I don't remember much after that! I do remember thinking..." I am the luckiest girl in the world - he is beautiful!" After the best turkey sandwich EVER and a huge cup of ice water, I was thinking a bit more clearly. I was admiring your wrinkly little toes and long fingers (with your daddy's crooked pinkie!) and it hit me - I was a mommy! I knew my entire life that I wanted babies - lots of them!:) How in the world do people really go through this more than once????!!!! CHANGE OF PLANS!!!! ONE BABY WILL BE GREAT!
We took you home and daddy and I were completely in love with you! How could life be any sweeter? You have been such a joy to us ever since. I love your sweet smile, your beautiful baby blues, your innocence. I Love to hear you sing your favorite primary songs, I will forever cherish the way you say your prayers - so stinkin sweet! You are such a peacemaker and the best big brother your sisters could ever ask for! Thanks for making me the luckiest mommy in the world! I LOVE YOU!
love, mommy